September 21, 2008
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Of Loud Music, Quiet Contemplation, Delicious Things, A Life Both Sweet and Tenuous
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It feels like fall; the air is clean and the leaves are slowly turning and everything feels like it is easing down for a rest. I am eager though; I am wanting to start fresh with spring all over again and am sad that winter lies before me when i am so unprepared in my heart. I am resisting this change even though I know that surrender might be an easier task. Sometimes life is not that simple.
I have my good days and not so good days and the words still do not come easily but rather pass by me in little shifts saying, “here we are now, no wait, perhaps later then” and if I miss the window to write, then I am at their mercy until they pass again.
I am learning to grab the opportunities when I have them. You are good to bear with me here when I write so little and comment so rarely, thank you.
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They formed a band
They call themselves The Blue Snakes
Jesse scoffs at card houses and turns to shipping envelopes
We made marshmallows, really we did
like sticky manna from heaven
This is the way the seeds lay, like this
this is the way I sit and think about fall
stronger than you would imagine.
nothing is easy but everything is worth it.
Comments (25)
It’s always a pleasure to hear from you. I am sorry for the not so good days, and grateful for you sharing your good ones with us.
it’s all about quality, not quantity.
:love:
I share your sorrow for the good days being scare, I sometimes dispair of their return as well. But then, just when I do they return. Keep looking, there are ther, waiting until we need them the most. The children look great, thanks so much for sharing. How did you make the marshmallows?
You can really make marshmallows???
I love this post… Your kids look so happy and full of creativity. I love the picture of your milk weed too- so many people do not love their milk weed
I dearly love mine!
Oh and I must say that I LOVE your large slat wood floors! OMG! They are amazing.
Here’s to many more good days!!!
Thank you for sharing your heart with us, and your beautiful pictures!
You are always an inspiration even in your quiet times.:big-smile:
I would imagine homemade marshmellows taste ever so much better than store-bought. I love your simple life!
:love: Winter is so challenging up there. May you have more time for new creations and some white covered days of peace. As for the frquency of your words, if I had to choose just a few blogs to read, no matter how seldom you posted, you would be at the top of the list. Quantity has nothing to do with anything.
I know how you feel, we all do at times.
your babes are growing and getting sooo big!!
What wonderful photos. I have never had a homemade marshmallow. Didn’t miss it until now…
I love what you write about being unprepared in your heart for winter. Beautiful. Winter is my roughest season.
Every child should be so lucky as to grow up in a home like yours.
Lisa
Happy late birthday my dear friend!
The butterfly pics below are amazing
when the blue snakes have a their own myspace, let me know and i’ll try to befriend them.
pray you are blessed with some autumn sunshine.
you look ravishing in that sweater.
I have been dreading winter also, which is unusual for me. We will all get through it together.
(((hugs)))
Nothing is easy, but everything is worth it. Hmm. Really? Everything? I’m not sure I totally agree with that. But I do like this statement. I collect mantras. Mind if I use this one?
@manatee_wannabe -
you are welcome to use it any way you like!
Uh, I love you and I bet I would love your marshmallow recipe also!!! Want to pass it along??
Your pictures never cease to make me smile.
I’ve been feeling a strong resistance to fall and winter this year, though I enjoy the turning inward and hot soup and crisp air. I want to grow more things. There wasn’t enough garden time and I am lamenting that fact. There will be some greens though, even in the cold. I do have that.
I love reading your thoughts and seeing the world through your lense…as always.:)