Month: October 2006

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    Self Portrait Challenge


    SPC!

    Oct: Your Imperfect Self


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    I have always wanted to be a social person,


    one who is graceful and lively and up for stimulating conversation.


    But I find myself overwhelmed by groups of people and nearly always


    wish I were at home


    where I am happiest.



     


    I do not fully love this part of myself yet.


     

  • Ernest Borgnine, eunuchs and pumpkins

     


    Hickory Dickory Nuts


    (with a spot of craftiness)


    We were thrilled to discover an old hickory tree here on our property this summer; it is especially exciting as they are highly uncommon this far north.


    and now, we have hickory nuts




    what would you do with ten gallons of nuts?


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    Jesse has a new hat



    I have finished another felted basket, this one is for my sister




     


     


     


     


     


     


     


     


     


     


     


    It makes a good hat, too



    Pumpkins have such grace



     A True Story


    Years ago, I was a buyer for a used bookstore and helped people navigate their way through our stacks to find the subject they desired.


    Once, a customer came in and said to me,


    cus: "excuse me. where do you keep the books on Unix?"


    me: "Eunuchs?"


    cus: "yes, Unix, I need it for a reference"


    me: (silently tittering) "ummm, well...we might keep books on eunuchs in anatomy and physiology"


    cus: "come again?!"


    me: "I'm not sure where else we would keep them unless maybe in the human sexuality section?"


    cus: (looks at me as if I am the most bizarre human he has ever seen in his life and says somewhat fiercely)" DO YOU HAVE A SECTION ON COMPUTERS?!"


    me:" yes we do, let me show you..."


    cus:"thanks"


    yes, you can pin a medal on me right now, for I am the master goober.


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    Another True Bookstore Story


    (in which Ernest Borgnine gave me a kiss on the cheek for being so helpful and I almost got fired because I had an argument with my boss afterward over whether it really happened or not.)


    My boss insisted that Ernest was dead.


     


    But Ernest and I know the truth. 


     


     

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    Brief Cerebral Spew


    (blah, blah, blah)




    • it has been a work weekend for me; I am listing stuff on e-bay and books on Amazon. It's just as well as I have a wicked (said in a Maine accent, ayuh) head cold and am poor company anyway.


    • We are heading to North Carolina in a few weeks for my (recently retired) Grandfather's 90th birthday party and family reunion.  Trevor is leaving here a week early to do some camping/exploring by himself.  Should be fun.


    • the computer has not (yet) crashed


    • on an epicurean note, if you think using swiss chard to replace spinach in saag is a good idea, stop and think again.  It tastes fine but looks like regurgitated pepto bismol. truth.


    • You know what I suck at?  I rarely answer questions left in my comments. I apologize, you deserve better.


    • Did you know that the movie Empire Falls was made in my town and the next town over? I enjoyed the movie, although I wanted to see more of Phillip Seymour Hoffman.

    We ate breakfast here last week



    she is such a slave to fashion



    they are so good to each other



    Back to the grind...



     


  • ETA:video below! 


    Fragments of a Good Morning




    • tea, hot and sweet with maple syrup


    • the redness of the leaves and the earthy smell under the maples


    • Amy Sedaris on Sesame Street

     




    • some pillows, a blanket, small children to snuggle


    • stacks of books unread


    • clean laundry


    • friends (xanga and elsewhere)


    • canine kisses


    • apples so crisp you feel like laughing


    • the day that lies before me 


    (On a small and sour note, I have a feeling our computer is going to crash soon and I am in the process of saving files madly.  If I fail to post for a few days, you will know why)


     

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    This makes me happy...

    (turn your speakers on)

     




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    Self Portrait Challenge


    Oct: Your Imperfect Self


    SPC!


    Dark Parts


     

    I rarely talk about my sadness. 

    I avoid mentioning it because I disappoint myself when I am depressed.

    These emotions were not in my plans,

     none of them.

     



    I never expected this whirl of dark emotion;

    this heavy, bitter thing

     

    and I do not like it


    I rarely speak of my darker self


    because that makes it all the more real.


     


     

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    A Perfect Fall Day


     







     


     

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    A Perfect Fall Day, Part Deux


     






     


     

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    Jesse's Birthday, Fall Colors, Blog Break


    Jesse had a wonderful birthday yesterday;  we spent the day together as a family and (at Jesse's request) went out for breakfast and lunch, rented movies, played baseball and had cake.  It was mellow and Jesse enjoyed every bit of it.  Last night as I was curling around him in bed he said to me, "I had the very best birthday ever, mummy! I don't know how you do it but you got the very best presents for me!"


    oh. my. heart.


    Today, we had a small party, no structure, just a few kids and relatives and a beautiful fall day in which to romp.


    Jesse wanted a lego cake and so I made this


    (Yes, I will understand if you laugh)


    I never said I was a cake maker.



    it was tasty, though



    my sister, the beautiful




    my sister, the goofball




    time for leaf peeping.


    (this is the view from our front door)



    The frost has come, the garden has been emptied and the air is changing. 


    The wind feels clean and new. 


    I may take a brief blog break; this time of year I find myself thinking more deeply; taking emotional inventory and thinking about the winter to come.


    I can be a bit distracted and so a break may be good.


    Then again, putting it all down and sharing it can help, too.


    We shall see.